Andi20+02/18INTJ-TNFWOLAC Era A'tinthey / them
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Hi, I'm Andi and I was born with a heart condition called Cardiomyopathy

My entire life I'd go from hospital to hospital trying to find ways to lenghten my already short expected life.It's been a series of never ending medications, specialists and pain ever since I could remember. I'm writing and scheduling this the day before my surgery, the chances of my surgery succeeding is already low- much less of my actual survival rate. In the event that the inevitable comes, I just wanted to say my goodbyes on my own terms.Writing has offered me a way to live my life through my muses. To Josh & Ken, thank you for existing and inspiring me to live my life fully and happily.

To the Jokers, the people in this fandom I call my family. Thank you for all the memories, love and bardagulan you've all shown me.I appreciate all of you and what you've all done for me, to being my number one supporters in my stories and being the people that pushed me to live a happier life & making me feel like I was part of a family bigger than my own.

I'll be gone by the time you see this, I'll be one of the stars in the galaxy that looks down on our mahalima with fondness and love.
If you are one of my readers or someone who just happened to pass by, I offer you my stories of the lives I've lived and the love I have to give.Thank you for all the love and support you've given me in the limited time I had in this earth.

• My last story

It took me a great deal of courage and acceptance to write this story, to look back on my life and to write out the smallest bits of my worries and painTo be able to write about things happening in my life through my stories; as a way of healing and a way for me to spread awareness about my illness.I only wish for the people who have read my stories to learn from them, take in all the lessonsTo enjoy the small bits of happiness and love, to never stop living the life you want and to not let the troubles and worries faze you.You are strong and you are powerful, you are more than enough to be the writer of the story that is your life.
Light of my life was me writing out all the worries I constantly faced as I maneuvered life, writing the small pockets of happiness that life has to offer; and to cherish the life we are given every single day.If you've made it this far in this maze of a carrd I've written in the haze of me saying my goodbyes, I thank you.You have been one of the lights of my life however quite faint my light has been.

• Light of my life

A letter to my stars, the people who have made my life brighter by their existence, it was an honor to have met you and to be graced by your love.

To the Jokers,
you've made me experience a type of friendship I never had, a family of fun aloof stories and crazy wild days. I've always felt quite alone in my stories and the worlds I've created- but you all changed that; ever since I became a joker, it was as if I belonged and you've all made me feel like I was a part of something special and fun. I'm so happy to have met some of you in person, it's one of my most treasured memories.

To Joejoe,
You've always been there, always been one of the people that would message me out of the blue and spread your infectuous love and brightness to my days, you've been such a sunshine in the comfort you've given. You've shared so much of yourself in the beautiful poems you've written and I hope you don't stop. You're a work of art and you are beautiful. Ilysm <3

To Mama Tati,
you've always been a mother figure in my life that I've wanted to be adopted by you in a different life, you're one of the people I could trust with my whole heart, my worries and my pain. Thank you for all that you've done for me and for always looking out for me.maybe if I get reincarnated I could be Yuri? haha, then maybe you could actually take care of me then. I hope you're always healthy and happy. I love you.

To Reyn,I don't even have the right words to say how much you've affected my life in the past few months we've started talking. You've been a person I could trust and someone I could always talk to, thank you for all the love you've shown me for not only my work but for me as well, you still have an entire life ahead of you; I hope you enjoy it well. Don't worry about me okay? You've cheered me up countless of times just by existing, thank you for being a part of my life and becoming a beacon of support and love. I'll keep my promise and see you one day, but no rush okay? I love you <33ps. tell Keysha that I wish her all the best too, okay?

To @sai00joker,I know we've only talked once, but you'll forever be ingrained in my memories and my heart. You're my first reader and the first notification I ever saw in my account when I started writing. I owe a lot of my motivation and stories to you. Thank you for your support, simply remembering someone liking a story I've written when I was a nobody in twitter with hardly 12 followers- it's one of my fondest memories.

To the Aswangs,You've all been the people I've found a great solace and countless laughter in. You've all inspired me in ways I can't even begin to list down. Thank you for being the ones to help push me to be myself and being the people who back me up whenever someone tries to pull me down.

To my readers,Silent, active and everything in between. Your support has made me so happy in the limited stories I've written. Words aren't enough of all the love I've received from my stories and artworks just the same. Thank you for being such a huge part of my life and for being my inspiration to create all the things I've made and to be unafraid of the judgement I could face.You've given me a life that I never thought possible- and with that I cherish all the kind comments, qrts and everything in between.I am forever grateful, thank you for making me live such a wonderful life.